hmmm.... actually this morning wanted to go to the yonex sales .....
bt because ytd slp too late le .... then today morning knt wake up.....
zzzz.bt bt...
my parents bought for me an orange yonex dry fit shirt hahas.....

hmm... as usual, i studied from nn to midnite......
bt today nt so tired..... i dunno y....
normally i need to takea nap in the morning.....
or i will fall aslp while studying..... bt today i didnt.....
hahs.... YEA......

zzzzz......2 more days of styding left.....
JYJY......
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hmm.... morning i wake up quite early cuz have to go san qing gong
to pray my ah gong.....
i realised that it has been seven mths since i last went to baibai......
cuz eveytym my parents went to visit him,
my sibling and i had school....
when we were waiting for him to finish his food,
tears rolled down my cheeks.....
although i have accepted the fact that he was gone.....
bt i still knt control myself.....
i could still sense that he was with me.....
even when i was burning my midnite oil.....
bt i couldnt see him......
my mum was sad too.....


okays.... so in the nn, i studied and after that took a 1hr nap.....
during the nap, i feel that i wasnt really slping.....
i always had jerks in btwn my slp.....
and my mum told me is because that my spirit happen to meet those dirty things....
:(
and after awhile i dreamt of sth so scary.....
i dreamt that i was stuck in city hall.....
and the city hall was quite different from the rl....
when we tap out, instead of the scalotrs facing up, there is onnly one escaltor facing down
and it leads me and fabian to the mac......
then my dad called..... pestering me to go home early.....
i forget wad tym le..... bt i noe i cld make it on tym......
bt i still tried to rush as fast as i can with fabian.....
bt fabian also cldnt find the way up.....
there are alot of escalators up.....
bt every escaltor leads to a diff place..... and we have tried every escalor
bt...... there is no way to the mrt station......
as fabian was in front, he walked too fast.....
and ltr did i noe that i have lost sight of him......
so i decided to try searching for the way to the mrt myself.....
on the way, i ask two teenage boys the way to mrt.....
and they thght i was asking how to go to NYP??!!
and i ask them the qn again.....
they then told me that the were also looking for the way to the mrt.....
so i continue searching frantically.......

then my bro woke me up.... bt.....
i dont want to.... cos i want to find the way up......
i was damn scared and angry.....
angry that fabain ps me....lol
by heng it was a dream.....
bt i dont like this dream..... eeeek
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hmm..... left one paper which is FMI.....
i dont like this sub.....
alot of things to memorise..... 15 topics!!!! OMG
my brain dying sooon.....
brain cells gone..... LOL

HMM..... but after that i k have fun during the holi....
i must pass by hook or by crook.... if not my parents will kill me....
zzzzz
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hmm.... todays FF is quite difficult .... not really very difficult.... hmm.....
let me use another word... mayb is hard.... cuz the way they ask bot the theory qn is so indirect oso dunno how to ans.... and there is like more than a quarter of the marks go to theory....
zzzzz......

the mathematical part i know how to do....
can do is a thing.... and getting a correct ans is another thing....
hope that i get them correct.....
if knt get A , at least a B
not C please....><

hmm.... got 2 more papers to go....
jyjy.... bot one more wk....
so tired sia.....
Blogged @ 11:49 AM
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hmm.... ytd wasnt a smooth day.....
there was sth wrong with my lappy....
thats y i had to delay wriiting my blog....
hahas....
my keyboard was so weird.....
when i type 's', it appear 'o'. and same problem for the rest of the keys.....
i was very frustrated and dulan......
i tried to slove the prob bt couldnt
and spent 2 hrs working on it.....
and i hadnt even started on my FF(what i intended to study)

so i switched off my com and went to the room to study....
as i was scared...... :(
luckily i didnt wake my sis up....
never did i noe, i fell aslp after half an hr...
and the lights were still on.....
ard 6 plus am, my father came bk from work....
he woke me up.... and ask if i want to continue study or slp.....
i say slp as i was very tired....
he helped me cover blanklet.... so sweet sia.... hahas
its been so long my father cover blanklet for me.....
the feeling was different.......hahs

and i woke up at 2plus ..... my father didnt wake me up....
i can slp so late is all thanks to my father... haha...
as my mother wasnt at home....
she andmy siser went for rebonding....
so i get to slp till... so late....hahas.... now i got lots of energy......

and i m glad thatmy lappy is bk to normal.....
thanks Ranson for ur great help..... (:
my lappy de jiu ming en ren..... wahahaha.....

sooo...today i have finished my FF revision....
so mayb i will look thu every tutorial on sun and do the past yr paper on mon....
n i will be prepared for FF exam on tues.... (:
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CRM wasnt that good....
We spend alot of time and efforts on the proj and yet we just got a B...
haiz.....
i will be hard to get an A after the mon test....
as it was harder.....

i will be praying for u .... hope everything is alright with u...(:
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hmm.... finally.....
tmr is CRM test....
then there will be lesser subj to study.....
it will also lessen my burden and stress.....zzzz

everyday wake up eat and study....
so boring....
i m going mad.....
hope tmr i can do all the qns.....
goodluck to myself and all my friends..... hahas....

off to bed le.... :D
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hmm.... ytd i slept quite late....
i woke up at 1pm in the morning....
OMG.... this is the latest time that i have ever slept in my whole life....
REALLY.... no joking..... cos my mum dont let me slp till so late everytym......
bt this tym is an exception.....
thanks mummy..... :D
Thanks for being understanding..... (:

so obviously i had to skip my breakfast.....
it's alrdy time for lunch.... HAHA...
mummy wants to eat mac..... then dad happens to wake up too.....
so we went down together to have our lunch.....
Then had a walk around....... we were full

i had a bath and continued my revsion till now....
sob sob.....
study whole day sia....
hmm....
let me count ....
how many hrs......
10hrs!!!!
hmm.... bt haven minus the time my family and i went out for dinner....
WE took almost 2hrs.....
AWE..... we had a very unpleasant dinner.....
there goes my story.... hahas....

We went to blk 416 de coffee shop eat mixed rice....
we normally order veg and meat seperate from rice ma.....
then.... we could find a table.... most of the tables are not occupied....
and do u noe the reason why we coldnt find even if the table sare not occupes...,
cus the tables are said to be reserved for other ppl who order zhi cha only....
WTH...... then they dont allow us to sit there.....
what kind of coffee shop is this....
stupid bosss.....so bias.... i hope that that auntie business will close down soon.....

so the mixed rice staff open one table for us....
in the middle of the walkway....
=.=
at least there is a table for us.....
and we can agitate that AUNTIE BOSS
cuz they will be fined if we blocked the way.... HAHA......
YEs.....
STUPID.......
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it was a horrible day for ytd and today......
As today was our RWPS Presentation, jason sugeested 8am to go thu the rehearsel.....
it was soooo early..... but knt be blame.... cos the lessons starts at 9am.....

The previous nite, i thght of an idea.... cos i was afraid i cldnt wake up on time....
i decided to slp 1st.... from 9am to ard 1.30am and thereafter i will study all the way till i go to skl....
i thght i could study better with more slp..... bt ltr did i noe that i was much more tiring.....
i study till 5am and i was tired.... so i went to bed again and wakeup at 6am.....
i smsed xh,fabb and jason to wake me up......

OMG.... is damn tired.....

and the presentation wasnt that smooth.....
the video clip somehow did not work well.... haiz....
then cher say our grp presentation wasnt that well and the attire we wear doesnt suit the topic that we are presentating...... awwww :(

Today is the last day of GEMS..... i also had my presentation.... i fell that it was ok except that i tok like a machine gun.... as there is alot of things for me to cover.... LOL.... so i rushed....
Hopefuuly is not as bad.....

After GEMs went to had my tution lessons.... it was real tired.....
i nearly fell aslp....

Then now i was struggling to keepmyself awake by using lappy...... and listening to songs.....
there is alot of revision not done.... HOW????!!!!
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study study study......
i dont like....
from afternn till now still studying apart from having meals ans doing to the toilet
no life... ><
tmr is national day......
and i still stays at home study.....

i nid to keep myself awake......
cos now is late.... and everyone is aslp......
so boring and got no motivation.........
how i wish i have a twins so that she can study with me.....

i m so hungry now..... but at this hr, there is no food.....
all i can see are books......
i dont like to study........
bt bt hope that i k pass all modules so that i wont have to look at those bks aagin
so regret going to this course......
bt didnt regret having the friends i have now......

i m always influenced by others.....
i always take their comment and suggestion seriously.....
that why i alway swayed btwn decisions........
i hate to make decisions.......
bt i also dont like ppl to make decisions for me......
i hate to make decisions as there are alot of things to tink.....
and it makes me feel very ill.......
just like there is an information overload.....
like a bomb going to explode..........
Blogged @ 11:32 AM
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hmmm... these few days was too busy.....
studying.... but i realised i didnt study much.....
i also realised that for FMI, there is 15 topics to study... alot....

tmr is the dateline for RWPS report and MA1 project....
luckily we have stayed bk to edit and reduce the amt of pages for RWPS....
and for MA1 , just left with the burining of CD.... HAHA......

dont noe why these few days i m so forgetful.....
mum was telling me to do things on the fone. and ltr did i noe, the nxt sec when i put down the fone,
i forget wad she asked me to do.....
Why m i so forgetful.....
luckily, my GEMs friends reminded me that tmr is the dateline for GEMs report submittion
if not i guess i have to chiong tmr....
so sotong sia.... haiz.....
i also forget bot my quiz that i have to do by tmr.... thx u for remining me.....
haiz.... got lots of thing to rmb, do, study....
WHAT TO DO.....
scarifies my time, fun, entertainment, slp? etc


for FMI lesson today, i slept throughout the entire tutorial......OMG
mayb was the effect of my medication.... and plus i was tired too....
i didnt heard the teacher kooling my name when she was taking attendance....
guess i was in a deep slp..... Furthermore, there is aircon.... so comfortable for a slp....


Then when i rch home, eat, i slp again.....
lol.... like a pig sia....
then i have alrdy fininshed my GEMS report and my quiz....
got 85% which was not bad.... as i dont listen in class and i nv refer to notes....
LOL
i m quite satisfied...

then now i m reading the whole chunk of words in MA1 tb......
bt my eylids are still so heavy....
WHY WHY.....?
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